Its blue?

So.... I was thinking..... why is dandruff shampoo always blue? I mean what does the color have to do with the effectivness of the product? of course I could drink bright green coke or something... but im not sure that i would like the idea of doing so... you know how it is... that brown liquid just looks ore refreshing ans appitizing... ;o) lol or maybe not.. ok well the has been my reintegration into the bloggin world.. i will probly be seeing more of you bloggers freaking in the near future... Loves

hmm some stuff, hope you can make some sense out of it :P

Ok, so I guess it has been forever.... andI am sorry for that..Ii have just been focused on other things.. And not really concerned for my blog.. So I suppose that I willl post now.. so you all have soemthing to read.. =P So how have you peeps been? have not seen you all for a while.. and soem of you for a LONG while... :o( that makes me cry.. yeah I was gone for a weekend when I got my wisdom teeth pulled out.. That was an adventure to be sure... Not really something that I would cherish having done again... uhh no... anyeas, hmmm well what should I tell you all? There are so many things going on really. Kenley's house is getting closer and closer every day.. speaking of which, I should be workign rigth now.. but...... yeah you know I need to post real quick.. :P hehe ok i somehow went like 168 minutes over on my cell phone.... and so I have an extra 75.50 to pay now.. =/ ouch that hurts..
Well, something that God has been showing me is to pray extravigently... It's like He will teach us soemthing and then go and compound on the same thing for ever... kinda cool if you ask me.. but I have really just been realizing even more now thatn before, that if we want God to do great thiongs, then we gotta ask Him to do great things.. It seem so often we are almost scared to ask Him to move in any way that is bigger than us. But the deal is not about us, it is about HIm, and People finding Him... How do we expect Him to change the world, if we are only asking Him to "help us to be good christians, and follow him" yet never are willing to be used out side of our normal life. We ask Him to use us here, which is very good, and so we should do. (cause i understand that all(me included) are not able to just up and leave and go to some random place. We have things that we need to finish here. And rightly so. For us college peeps: an education. that is a nessecary thing) yeah, not only should we pray for that, and for His Holy Spirit to be at work else where, but for Him to work in HUGE, crazy, unimaginable ways. I think that that exhibits faith on our part. Praying and believing that God is going to change the world. If we want specific yet Hugely crazy things to happen, then we need to be prayign specifically for those things! =) Our prayers are not in vain. Never believe the lies that, we are doign no good by praying.. and that we are just one person. even if it were just one person. that one would be heard by out Savior. And those prayers would NOT be for nothing. Our God is truly amazing, yeah? And that does not even begin to describe Him. He is so much more, so much that we can not understand. Yet the mystery of Him is an awesome thing in its self... Just that some one could be THAT ******** (I dont have a word to describe Him but I think you all know what i meant there. but can't be put into words) that none of us is able to eve sratch the surface of Him... now that is cool, how do we ever doubt Him? thats kinda a funny question. how crazy we are. we actually think that we could do thigns better on our own.. hehe wow.
Ok, I have talked alot, and not sure what I have said. Just a jumble of my thoughts and feelings for you all to TRY(good luck) and sort out and make some sense of.. ;o)
Thansk for reading this =P I hope to see you all soon!

Ok, ok it is here

Hey, yo diggy doggy... That was judt for Diane, cause that is like what her new voice mail says...I just realized that I need to learn to type like this, not looking at the key board... thats what i am doing now, and it is actually not that hard... lol But i can't type as fast that way yet, so i am gonna go back to the other way that i type. hmmm, well I actually don't knwo what to talk about here.... I'm at Kenley's house.. cept not on the lappy.. I am just on his desk top, cause it is always on and always connected, so it is easier.. :o) Well, his old house is ready to sell! I finished all the stuff on it that the buyer said they wanted fixed before they would sign on it. And im drinking a Coca-Cola... yes, the real brand, and yes not Dr. Pepper.. wow, what is the world coming to... So have you all seen my new shirt that Ian got me? It is all black, with the white words "Shirt if Invisibility +2".. it is like the greatest shirt in the whole world.. Makes me want to play StarWars Knights of The Old Republic II.. that has go to be one of the best games for xbox that has ever been made... oh, and just incase some of yas was wondering if you should get a game called Still Life, then DONT!!!! it is sooooo bunch of crap! I think that I would never have bought it if I had known that it sucked so bad. I mean you spend hours trying to figure out these murders, with only a few clues to lead you. And so in the end you figure it out, and catch the killer just before he owns your friend. You shoot him, and he falls back into the river, and that is the end of the game.. you never figure out who he was, or if you even killed him, cause during the credits, you see divers searchin the river looking for his body, but they only find his mask... So you scream at the top of your lungs, "I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOUUU!!!!" And then you take the disk out of you box, and chuck it at the wall full force! And then your controller follows the disk... then, shocked and stunned by what has just happened, you reach down and pick up the pieces of what was once your favorite controller, and wimper "what have I done?" Then everything fades to black, and you wake up on a sunny beach in Tahiti.........surrounded but TONS of Gorgeous.......................................................................

.............................................................................sand.

And then you wake up from the shock of your head hitting your desk when you fell over forward while asleep in class... it was mearly a dream with-in a dream....you want desperatly to kill your teacher... Ok im done. Well my friends, I will post again soo when i can think of stuff to write about... ;o) lol Laters,

Loves

erck!

2/8/2006
Wed. 6:19pm EST.
NBC Office


ok then... it is time for a new post and I think that I will write about a hot dog that I ate the other day.... but wait....I didn't eat one of those the other day so now I am just in the dark about everything! Dangit!

Ok never mind.. forget all that..let me start over... Ok, so im in todd's 'arffice' (for all you homestar runner fans...) typing away on his comp... loooking at the keyboard as i do so by the way... I can type like this, but it just takes me a lil longer, cause I am not really used to it.. so I am going to go back to this type of type... ;-) lol im so funny.. ooooooooooookay.....riiiiiiight...... ok what to talk about... um Life is kinda chill I guess... I got a 76 on my history mid term tho..... :-( but i am actually happy, cause the class average was 42.72... SO!! i really can't complain! well, i mean i could, but what good would it do me and then i would just be a whiner, and ya'll would shun me or something... ;-) hehe oooohhh.....its now 6:27.. lol but its ok, ill be just a lil late for church.. you know, make a fashion statement and all........by being a lil late..... yah, I think that that is called soemthing, but i'm not sure what... You know, this is gonna be another one of those posts that Diane just CAN'T read all the way through! just cause it is soooooo boring in her book.... actually, i don't think tghat any of you will get through this thing.. :-)
lets see....Ok, I would like to take a monent to say that....uhhh... yeah never mind.. i actually wasn't going to say anything.. :-) ok ill catch you all later...
loves

God strikes again

Ok so I now know for sure what my gift of discernment is for.... It was given to me so that I can know when, and what about, to pray for people without them even saying.. and not only that, but to also for sure get others involved in praying as well... well anyways, as many of you know, i first realized, with the help of Todd, at SLC, what this gift was... I had been experiencing it at work with this one person, but i had no idea that it was anything... just thought I was feeling sorry for the person that was going trough a lil bit of a rough relationship... so anyways yah... I would ask all of you to join me in praying for this girl at TCC... I have never met her. Never even spoken to her.. I did not know her name till today, when someone told me that they think it is Brandy... so anyways.. I have seen Brandy there for a couple semesters.. And back then, me and someone else, jokingly nicknamed her "Miss In-control" cause she always looks so confident, so together, so to-her-self because she has no reason to talk to other people that she doesn't know.. and this is what everyone sees her as... But as I watched her today, she looked just the same. in control of everything, together, with it, just fine. But I saw her differently. the outside mask was suddenly stripped away, and I saw this girl, so lonely, so insecure, just wanting someone to love her for who she is, rather than who he is because he is with her...SO to cover up how insecure and lonely she is, she puts on this face off having it all together, and that she doesn't need anyone.. But in her eyes there was such pain and just a sense of complete, "lostness", not knowing what to do.. Now she has this boyfriend, who's facebook profile says somethin as follows: "yeah, my girlfriend is fine isn't she? and she looks great naked. So stay off b**ches...."
Thats the love that she has found..that is what she is trying to fill the whole in her heart with.. he only likes her for who she makes him, because he is dating her.
What i see is just that she wants to be loved for who she is..not what she is..she is searching, I can see that.. She needs Christs love. the love that can make her feel beautiful, that can make her full... The ONLY love that will fill the lonelyness and longing inside of her.. He, Jesus Christ, is what she is searching for.. She just doesn't know it... He ahs the EXACT kind of love that she is longing for... the kind of love that will give her meaning in life... the kind of love that can change the world...
Now like i said, i have NEVER even spoken to her.. but i am commiting to praying for her untill i see God do something in her life.. so i ask that you all will pray with me on this.. pray that God wil continue to touch her heart, and that He will begin to show her that it is His love that she needs and wants... And pray for me, that I wil be willing to be used by God in whatever way he will in this situation... I would Love to see this girl come out of a life of sinfull nothingness, and into the light of life that comes from her Savior Jesus Christ...Who when He hung on that Cross, He thought of her.. he thought of how precious she is to Him, and of the fact that He was about to give His life, so that she might have LIFE... Pray that somehow someone, (be it me or someone else..i don't care. all i want is to see her come to Christ.. I want NO glory.. if i could just be completely unseen in the back, just as a prayer warrior for her soul.. then i will choose that.. however I am willing to be the administrator of the love of Christ to her) so pray that somehoe, someone would be able to show her just what Christ thought as He hung on the cross, and died for her... and if i be the means that God uses to bring her to Him, then pray for me that I would be able to let Christ speak through me, and that i would have the courage to, throught the strength of Christ, go against all the powers of this world, and the powers of the devil, that want to keep her from the truth..
I have no idea why God chooses to do the things that He does... all I know is that he gave me a look into the heart of a hurting girl, and then from there, let me decide if i was gonna do anything about it.. at first i just thought, 'oh.. huh, yah she seems lost and insecure behind her mask.. but what am I gonna do about it...' but through that day, as I was at Kenley's house working, God kept bringing to my mind that, Hey, I could pray for her... and so i told God, that yeas i could, and i would.. so I am just asking all of you to join me in it.. I have no idea how long it will take... we may never even see the results untill we get to heavan and look over to see her standing there before her Savior, cleansed and forgiven... In which arriving there, was in no small part due to the faithfull prayers of His saints.. Ok, well i think you are prolly about to die drom reading so much, so i will leave you with this.. it says in the Bible, that the ear of the Lord is attentive to the prayers of the righteous.... so let us pray with hearts full of the spirit of the Living God! I love you guys, hasta la pasta.

Love like Jesus. Continued...

Ohh! well I should be studying Geo right now... But seeing as how I was not able to get the text book that I need to study the material from for the test tomorrow... I'm just gonna post, and then study my notes that I have from that class... so anyways.. It will all be good.. :-) YAY! WOOT!! Woohoo!! la lala.... Ok yeah... anyways.. its not really a big deal tho... cause this class is uber easy..

So anyways... hrmm, yah as I heard this song on the radio at Kenley's Cumberland house today.... lol yes. This is gonna be another "What God taught James today while working at Kenley's..." so if you don't care to hear about that, then you can stop reading now.. caues that is what it is from here on out.. :-) Ok anyways.. so I've been thinking about Nicole's 2nd to last post lately.. the one about Loving people like Jesus would... and I've come to a few conclusions.. but before I can say all that, I need for you all to see this song by Jeremy Camp real quick.. You all have heard it and prolly know it well..



In only a moment truth was seen
Revealed this mystery
The crown that showed no dignity he wore
And the king was placed for all the world to show disgrace
But only beauty flowed from this place

Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands
Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands

He held the weight of impurity
The Father would not see
The reasons had finally come to be, to show
The depth of His grace flowed with every sin erased
He knew that this was why he came

Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands
Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands

And we just don't know
The blood and water flowed
And in it all He showed
Just how much He cared
And the veil was torn
So we could have this open door
And all these things have finally been complete

Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands
Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands,
From his hands, from his hands, from his hands...


Ok, wow... yeah, that is loving like Jesus. Something we must ask our selves... WOULD you take His place? Would you be willing to sacrifice everything for the lives of other people...people that hated you. would you be willing to say: Ok, my plans for a career, my plans to get married, my relationsip with my girlfriend/boyfriend is not as important to me than the lives of all the other people in the world that don't even know you exist. and when you die for them they still won't know that you had just saved them... their lives will go on because of you. but they will not care nor pay it any heed... And they will reject your sacrifice when they find out about it, and say, What a fool! Knowing this, now would you let someone put you up against a wooden wall, and hammer NAILS through your wrists, and then through the bone of your feet...crushing and splintering it as the metal spikes go through... and then you will hang there bleeding to death... unable to breath because your arms are stretched above you so tightly...the only way to then get a breath, is to push your WHOLE body weight aginst that nail that has stapled your feet to the wall. Now when the pressure is off your arms, you can take a gasping breathe... Then the pain of holding your self up against the steel of the nails through your feet, becomes too much, you let your self fall... but your do not fall for long...You are caught with a JOLT by the nails in your wrists...they tear and RIP the wholes in your arms even more as you come to a sudden stop... the pain is SO much at times, that that you nearly pass out... In this condition you will hang...by the nails...for HOURS, untill finally...your drown...yes you will drown...not in water... in air... you will try to breath, but the pain of pushing yourself up is now too much to even bear... and so you let yourself sufocate..

Would you take the place of this man? Would you? for to be willing to do this, is to love like Christ... Sounds impossible, right? Well on our own it is... Without the spirit of God in us, breaking away our selfish nature, we would not be able to do this.. Why? because it would be against everything that made sense to us... what would convince us to do it? gun point? No, of coarse not! Shoot me instead... Only the supernatural LOVE of God in our lives could convince us that we should do this... But still, we all have that Love in our lives.. so what is the problem? the problem is that we are not totally surrendered to the Almighty will of our Lord... We are still holding onto our lives, thinking that they belong to us... They do not however. They came from God, and back to Him they must go...THIS is what it means to be surrendered to the cause of Christ... Its just like Tamara reminded me the other day: We CANNOT live out the love of Christ. Thats just a fact.. It is impossible to do.. We must let Him live it out through us...

To Love others like Jesus, is to be willing to live the life that Jesus lived.

Would you take the place of this man?

Why did i dew this twice?

Ok, so I was just commenting on Lori & Amberly's blog, and the comment turned out so good that I decided to turn it into a post.. So here it is.. Hope ya'll enjoy!


OK! This is just freakin sad! No one has commented on the last 5 posts! So I am gonna be the hero of the world (err rather a lil house in Kiev, Ukraine) and comment! So here am I, James.. You know, if Ukraine would join the U.N., then I might be able to have an excuse to use U.N. funds in order to travel to a lil house in Kiev, Ukraine for U.N. 'reasons' of coarse.. Seeing as how I am the Secretary General, I can do what ever I want. Cause no one is higher than me in rank... So yes. When the day grows long and I am tired from trying to feed an entire country.. No wait...CRAP!!! The whole freakin' U.N.!!! Dangit! What ever, I can just borrow some money from my good ol' friend George over in the USA... Whew! Good thing I can think of answers to my problems so fast! Anyways, like I was saying....Then when I get tired of feeding a nation, I'll take a short flight over to Kiev, and then call one of my contacts. This guy named Daniel.. And make my way to the lil house in Kiev, Ukraine.. Where I will conduct some very important business before leaving again... Oh wait!!! Crap One of my contacts In Tallahassee just told me that he was in Kenley's house and someone just tried to break in the back door! Hold on a sec, let me get the coordinants, and I'll just send a nuke...


Talking on a Satellite Radio:
"pfshhhst... James, come in James."

"Copy that. Go ahead Sir."

"Get out of there as fast as you can. I'm sending a nuke to take out that guy once and for all."

"Roger that. Proceeding with hostile prejudice. Over and out."



Ok, now that I got that taken care of.. Phew, my job is so taxing... Well ok.. Time for me to go now.. James Morrow, Secretary general of The United Nations